A dull ache through my body like I’ve been running on empty for a few weeks. That I can handle so long as I take it easy. It’s the evenings and days after I’ve done anything, and I do mean anything which really hurt the most. Even something as simple as going to Tesco’s for a big shop, or a wander around the shops in Stirling means I’m out of action for the evening. Pain medicines and heat packs help keep it at bay to an extent, but the hardest bit is falling asleep on those nights.
A SORT OF PAIN THAT NEVER EASE OUT WHEN YOU LIE DOWN
On top of the fibromyalgia, I have pelvic pain that dates back to pregnancy over ten years ago. If you’ve ever experienced pelvic pain during pregnancy you know it hurts more when you lie down. To be frank, those nights were not fun but a terrible past of my life.
The most difficult thing and painful fact was that it was a pain which I could not manage most of the time. I used to take painkillers and shove pillows and cushions around my back and legs to reduce the pain, but it was of no use and I was exhausted.
THE FIBRO FOG IMPACTS
It was fibro fog which stopped me to my track my problem. The sort of tired that you feel like you’re gonna pass out if you don’t get horizontal straight away. You cannot exactly figure out your thoughts into words and everything becomes confusing and a bit jumbled. The only thing I can do to combat this is sleep. It is the only thing that works. I can try to carry on, get myself caffeinated through some energy drinks and go outside for some fresh air, but none of these it worked effectively in past.
SLEEP IS NOT GOOD SOLUTION & BEST MEDICINE
Before going in details of above heading, I request you all to go through the hustle doesn’t work for me. I can only sustain it for so long, and then I collapse in a heap of pain and fog. Over the years I’ve got used to how to deal with it though. I know the best thing to help me is to have a regular sleep schedule. Unfortunately Max doesn’t always get the memo about this one, his sleep is much better but he’ll still wake in the middle of the night at least once a week… and then there’s the summer months when he wakes with the birds. That can be painful, literally.
KEEPING RELATIVELY MOBILE
It is noted that if I spend a day in bed because of the fog, it helps with the alertness, but doesn’t help with the pain. But like I said, pain is manageable, exhaustion isn’t. Basically this is my long winded explanation about why I’m not the most regular of blog posters. I mean, I know I don’t need to give an explanation, but it feels right to let you, my lovely readers, know (you’re amazing, thank you!) it is more about being authentically me. Sharing that not everything is sunshine and roses, but that everyone has their bad days, myself included. Sometimes mine are just a bit more exhausting than I’d like.